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Monday, April 4, 2011

Letters to Juliet - A Concerned Friend 3

Another letter from the same concerned friend...


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xxx xxxxxxxx xxxx xxxxxxx
xxxxx, Cebu City
March 13, 2011

Dear Juliet,


Good Afternoon!

It has been a while since I made a letter for you. All this figuring out of the path is driving me crazy these days but makes me curious at the same time. I was also busy downloading and watching movies (as always). I am very elated that you have been enjoying this letter sending that we are having. This idea was partly influenced by the movie Letters to Juliet and other classic themed movies that I had been watching. So I permit you to post this on your precious blog. And talking about your blog, I would like to read your Random Thoughts entry but I don’t have a link, so please attach the link on your next reply.

I am pleased to hear that you are now in good terms with your family again and that you are not shutting yourself down to your dearest friends. I was a little worried that I might lose a friend; you are one of the few left.

These past few days I made myself certain, certain that I am over her. And you are right that being certain is the next step. I am happy that you still believe in love, it is a good sign that I have not influenced you completely. It is also a good thing so that you will still be there to convince me that there is in fact love. And you are right again that we should not conform to what the society wants. It is our life so the hell with what the society wants, they do not control our lives anyway (evil grin).

I hope you will not get tired of replying to the letters of mine. I would end this letter with a question; are you still in good terms with God?

P.S. I had a hard time composing this letter because our house is very noisy due to the people watching the modern gladiator (boxing) showing off their barbaric masculinity to the blood thirsty society. Made me realize that we are vampires indeed, we are more blood thirsty that those savage beasts.


Yours truly,

Anonymous (endearment name concealed)

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177-G T.Padilla Street
Cebu City, Cebu
March 20, 2011


Dear (endearment name concealed),


What a busy week!


It has been a while too that I was able to respond to your letter. But not to worry, the original agreement of day to day letter writing will now be at least weekly. Will that be agreeable to you? Since it seems that we are both busy with our mundane activities that is unfortunately important in life. Kidding.  And yes, I pretty much enjoy this kind of stuff which not many people value these days. I have often said that unpublicized conversations have more beauty than the status messages. Though pardon me for asking this discreet exchange to be exposed. I just can't help myself from noting the exquisite experience this madness brought. And thank you for accepting the challenge.  On the other hand, I had been giving you my blog's link if you failed to remember. Seriously (endearment name concealed)? Do you call yourself my friend? :)) Nonetheless, here's the link...
http://randomthoughtsmeetspenandpaper.blogspot.com/p/random-personal-thoughts.html.
You are free to browse the rest of them pages.

I am pleased to find myself at peace with my kindred too. Though they are the way they are, at least now I can find the good things I failed to see with my once shrouded mind. I must admit that I was thinking of severing ties for the time being with some of my friends but I'm petrified to think that what should have been temporary might eventually lead to estrangement. Now I wouldn't want that. Though I am alreay feeling some of it right now. But I'm trying to do something about it of course. I just have more pressing matters to attend to. I am glad that you consider losing a friend in me as horrendous. (Allow me to be a wee bit exaggerated. Hehe.)

I'm glad that you followed my prescription my patient.  Acceptance is the key to letting go. And now go forth little one and make use of the world! Hehe. You influenced me not in that but in how you keep moving forward despite having no direction these days. I could not fathom that but something which I continually strive for. I'm not saying I'm losing the track to life because I've always had a lot of gadgets to keep me on course, hence, my passions. But without that, I am uncertain as to how I won't become immobilized. That, my friend, is your influence. I have always believed in love. The only thing that changed is that, I no longer believe love is for me. Which I have come to realized through a series of unfortunate events.  Do not concern yourself of that. We have our own stand in life. And yes indeed, we control living.

Ow, that will never happen voluntarily. Coercing will stop me. And what a question! Then I should say, you have been able to observe me well enough to have asked. As for now, I am quite uncertain. But one thing is for sure... I am in rebellion.

Yes, noise could be one's greatest enemy at times. I agree, especially with Optimus Prime saying, we are a primitive race. But let's not generalize an act of one to embody the many. (I'm talking like I'm not part of the said race, aren't I? Hehe.) Though I personally could not even hurt a cockroach. Which is the reason why I could not accept the violence in the world. All this gruesome deformities due to some inexplicable psychotic human excuses. Let's not dwell on that my friend. That's why we are here. To make a change.



Your vainest friend,

Leah



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